Ahad, 27 Jun 2010

LETTER FOR MY MUM

Dearest Mum,

I have been wanting to tell you this for a while, but each time it came to the crunch, somehow I could not do it as I knew that I would be in tears and probably you would too and I would make no sense! So I have sat down to put my thoughts into words to express myself better, and no one will care if I cry while doing so:) Forgive me if this is jumbled.

I recently learned a lesson I think most children should learn at an early age - "The way to love someone is to realise you could lose them tomorrow". I have always "assumed" that being my mom you would be there for me always, and I took it too much for granted. When you became ill I think it was more of a shock to me than to you, as I suddenly realised that you were not eternal and that I could lose you tomorrow. I know that you are not scared of dying - its ME who is scared of you dying as I cannot for one minute imagine my world without you in it. It was a big shock for me, to know that sometime in the future you will be gone from my world, and I have been having a really hard time coming to terms with this. I know it is God's will, and the order of things - this does not make it any easier to bear. I now regret not spending more time with you. I can't alter that, but I try to be with you as much as I can and will do so for as long as I can. I worry that when you go to Wendy I may never see you again, that God may take you while you are there, I can't change that either and cannot help my feelings there and will just have to come to terms with that too when the time comes.

I just want you to know how very much I love you, you helped me become the person that I am, you have always been there when I needed you. You have always been so unselfish, putting your own needs and wants aside to help others, including me. I am so grateful for everything you have ever done for me - I could not have a better mom than you:) I am so happy that I inherited your love of animals, as it has enriched my life so! You have been the best mom in the world and for this I am so grateful.

I will come to terms with my feelings I suppose in time, but I needed to tell you how I feel and somehow just could not find the right words or do it without crying. Just know that I love you very much, and that when you leave my world there will be an empty hole there for a long time to come. I wish I could wave a magic wand and give you eternal life, but I can't. My sorrow is selfish I suppose, as its my own feelings that I cannot cope with, I know that you are not afraid of death. I am hanging onto the thought that one day we will be re-united, that thought is the glue that is holding me together right now:) For some reason I "needed" to tell you all this, can't explain why.

I love you lots, and will always treasure your memory and that you are my mom,

With love,

- ANNA -

Ahad, 14 Februari 2010

ANDAINYA


Andainya aku masih bisa bermadah
Akan ku tulis madah-madah indah
Andainya aku masih bisa menulis
Akan kutulis kata-kata manis

Andainya aku bisa berkarya
Akan kucoret novel cinta
Andainya aku bisa mengarang
Akan kukarang sejarah gemilang
Andainya aku bisa berpuisi
Akan kulahirkan kata hati

Andainya aku bersuara
Biarlah kataku senada seirama
Andainya aku ketawa
Biarlah tawaku untuk semua
Andainya aku tersenyum
Biarlah senyuman penuh keikhlasan

Andainya esuk tidak kutemui
Kuharap kau susuli hari-hari ini
Andainya hari ini tak dapat kulupai
Kupastikan dihatimu bersemadi
Andainya semalam kisah kita bermula
Kupinta kau semaikan dijiwa.

-anna -

Jumaat, 22 Januari 2010

YANG MANA



Yang tak ingin kita lupakan
Adalah kenangan silam
Yang sukar kita terima
Adalah kenyataan
Yang payah kita ungkapkan
Adalah kata-kata penyesalan
Yang tak mahu kita luahkan
Adalah perasaan dendam
Yang tidak biasa kita ucapkan
Adalah kemaafan
Yang pahit kita rasa
Adalah perang perasaan
Yang tak ingin kita dengar
Adalah kata-kata penghinaan
Yang satu tiada dua
Adalah keluarga
Yang dicintai dikasihi
Tanyalah hati...
Yang indah sukar digambar
Adalah rasa cinta
Yang menjadi pertanyaan
Yang mana ada persoalan...

Khamis, 24 September 2009

ADA SEADANYA

Ada akal,
Gunalah untuk berfikir
Ada hati
Cubalah untuk memahami
Ada naluri
Lahirkanlah rasa simpati
Ada perasaaan
Berikan perhatian dan penghargaaan
Ada jiwa
Biarlah berhemah sentiasa
TAPI………JANGANLAH,
Ada akal………
tiada minda
Hanya menipu sesama manusia.
Ada hati,…….
tiada sensitiviti
Bersikap tidak peduli
Ada naluri…….
hanya berhasad dengki
Sanggup menindas bangsa sendiri
Ada perasaan….
.penuh dengan dendam
Tak mahu belajar memberi kemaafan
Ada jiwa……..
sentiasa berprasangka
Tak mahu menaruh kepercayaan
Hanya tuduhan menjadi hukuman
Melebihi hukum alam dan hukuman Tuhan.

BUKAN HELAH BERMADAH

Bersama mentari pagi
Ku berlari mencari jati diri
Menegak kelimah bangsa dilandasan masa
Membina citra budaya rakyat bermaruah
Di bumi bertuah

Wahai teman dan taulan
Marilah kita mertabatkan ilmu dengan akal fikiran
Marilah kita mertabatkan amal dengan ilmu dan iman
Marilah kita mertabatkan takwa dengan amalan kebaikan
Kerana perjalanan yang mulia adalah ketakwaan.

Wahai teman sekelian
Kehidupan adalah jauh pelayarannya
Janganlah sampai hilang kemudimu dek badai yang menggila
Ketabahan dan kecekalan adalah senjata untuk mengharunginya

Sekali mengorak langkah di arus perdana
Jangan menoleh pada bebayang waktu yang berlalu
Tapi pandanglah kehadapan hamparan cabaran
Di situlah kehidupanmu, kebenaran bukan palsu,
Kenyataan jalan berliku bukan diolah sejarah bangsamu
Tapi itulah kehidupan keduniaan
Tak tahu bila dan di mana penyudahnya.

Perhitungan kita buat hari ini
Bukanlah sekadar kedudukan yang dicari
Bukanlah hanya kemewahan yang ada keindahan
Tetapi jika kita punya hati biarlah hati itu isinya ilmu yang berguna
Jika kita punya lidah biarlah madah kita berhemah dan bukan berhelah
Dan jika kita melangkah biarlah berhijrah berpindah
Di kehidupan berfaedah penuh hikmah.

Teruskan perjalananmu wahai teman dan taulan
Bersama kita menegak kebenaran, keadilan dan bersama meraih kejayaan
Semoga keceemerlangan dan kegemilangan digengaman
Terbilangnya kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia tercinta.

Rabu, 25 Mac 2009

LITTLE THINGS


Too often we don’t realize,What we have until it is gone.
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones,We hold dearest to our lives apart.
For too many times we let Unimportant things into our minds And then it’s usually too late To see what made us blind.
So be sure that you let people know,How much they mean to you.
Take that time to say the words,Before your time is through.
Be sure that you appreciate,Everything you’ve got And be thankful for the
Little things in life.That mean a lot.

FOR EVERYONE I love.

Sabtu, 21 Mac 2009

Quality perspective

Buying something: always want the best ( absolute ) , but usually choose the cheaper rather expensive one ie; the best they can afford
Many things to consider: cost, performance, economy of operation, warranty, appearance, reputation of manufacturer, the establish brand etc.

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